Frustrated!

I don't know what to say. It is really frustrating..Though I said I would be reminiscing the good old days bout working in this line..but today...there is no way...jus no way for me to continue....jus been notified that i will be taking two classes again...is she trying to kill me or what....do i look so relax that show that i can take two classes....damn,....i dunno what is in her mind....five minutes ago jus complaining that i had been taking too many leaves and five minutes later...BOOM! u need to teach two classes....wat is in her mind...if really i am taking that many medical leave and leave ain't it telling you that my stress level is way too high...@##$#@$!....really....i jus wanna curse out loud...how could she been doing this to me again....last yr i manage as i had a small class....but my class this yr is not small.....i cannot be doing this...if she wants me to quit jus tell me...i will hand in my letter immediately...she need not go such a big round to tell me to quit...jus the thought of the amount of portfolio is sending shivers down my back...come on...she makes it sound so easy to take two classes....why dun she do it herself..told her no i dun wanna take two classes she makes it sound as if it was my fault that the other bay is flooding with children....wake up man....the bay is over flooding because you keep accepting more and more children...u stop...everything solve...simple as that but she jus cant do it!!! can someone jus save me from her....seriously save me...

Reviewing....

I guess I could say working in this line is fun....I like the kids...I really do.....though sometimes I just hope that they could have listen....well...the biggest challenge would be colleagues and parents....
Remembered the first day I step into the centre...it was like Woah! such an open layout...The class was not to big I guess around 12 with one special needs....The Chinese teacher was great...but she left....so a new partner...not really nice to comment on that....Now I can spilt the parents into two major groups... overly concern...not concern at all....I mean overly concern....I mean everything...it includes even the child had gotten a darker skin tone after a few days in school...I was like....what can I do bout that....its crazy....seriously....well...its their kid their concern....not for me to comment....I even have parents calling me on my cell asking bout their kid poop....scary....but through these parents I learn a lot more...I was able to present myself better and be so called "rounder" in socializing.

The start

All of the sudden, I feel like I should start writing a dairy on my life at work. Well, I start off working last year on the 21 of April. I have been working for a year. Wow, that is an achievement for me. In the past year there has been up and down in my work. I guess, that is normal, I don’t think life would be smooth for anyone. When I started work, I was totally excited though I thought I would be working for a short while. I thought I would be able to get into my NIE degree course. I’ve been too naive, well, I guess it due to everything been running very smoothly in my life. Moving on to primary school, secondary school and poly has been smooth like it was meant to be. But being rejected from my degree, I admit I felt shock, disappointed, anguish all the negative emotions starts to pour in. My work seems to be my only life line, no other route in life. Then Zam, things happen. Dealing with the stress and colleagues has never been easy. It would take ages for me to just run back the memory lane in my work. But, I think it would give me strength to go on in this line, THE EARLY CHILDHOOD LINE.